TGIF!

It’s Friday!! Finally the weekends’ here. This week has been painfully slow man. But at least I’m productive at work and cleared some stuff that I’ve left lying for weeks/months =x

I miss my boy! Wonder if he’ll be back today or tomorrow. On Tuesday and Wednesday night I dreamt that he called me. Then I’ll wake up and check my phone to see if it was really a dream -.- makes me think if this is some kind of sign or what. Can’t be can’t be! Hope his field camp ends smoothly..

lucks

just a simple sms from him this morning telling me to remember to get breakfast so i won’t have gastric and i’m damn happy already how easily contented am i =/

he’s gone to field camp and i can’t talk to him for 5 days rawrrr i hope he goes through it all well and come back in a piece the weather condition over here totally sucked hopefully he’s lucky and it doesn’t rain at tekong

freezing to death~

rahhhhh my hands are cold my nose is cold my feet is cold even my ears are cold! damnnn i don’t understand why my tolerance towards cold is sooo low considering the fact that i sleep in aircon every night. blahh

you know, i’ve been thinking alot these few days (the result of having too much free time) and i realised that i not only need emotional closeness but physical closeness too. i mean like how i need to be able to see my friends/boyf frequently too. now i feel like wei’s the only one here for me now like she’s the only one who can make me feel happyness now (besides some funny stuffs at work), and i wish wing was here too though i know that she’ll always be here with me in the heart hahah <3

and then there’s zy too. sometimes i think why my first relationship’s like that! like only together for a few months and then he has no time for me already. but then i’m handling it pretty well as compared to the first week he went in lol. like how he would take ages to reply my replies to HIS smses especially since i replied right after receiving it. which is the reason why i don’t feel like smsing him because i know that i’ll only torture myself as i’ll be waiting for his reply but then i’ll end up smsing him still and waiting for his reply the whole day. lol well i’m slowly trying to get used to it.

and i’ve got god “children” hahha 3! so honoured. i told wei next time i have one she’ll be the godma too (needless to say, wing will be too) heheh but i think they’ll have to wait for few years. i WILL get one! haha her new 4 month old is so damn cuteee not in photos though LOL but he likes to bite =c

and i wanna go to SPOOKTACULAR! it’s this halloween event at sentosa but then after seeing the video i’m having second thoughts. hahah it seems scarier than the night safari one luhh and night safari’s isn’t very scary but still i got scared =/ sianzation

4 more days till ah gong gets back! shall remind myself to bring aloe vera for his abrasions. so kelian =( and next week is like his field camp and he’s sure to have abrasions & mosquito bites & aches.

2 more hours left till end of work. and i’m on leave tomorrow! no work = happy jo-ann! hahah can’t wait for bonus day and then off i go wooots~

Today, I texted my brother saying “Always remember I love you! Never forget it!” to which he answered: “You better not be doing drugs.” FML

and then i saw this on FML and straight away thought of dar HAHA maybe i should try smsing him too to see his reply.

the way i am

zy has been really sweet this week we talked like every night and i love it when he tells me that he misses me and <3s me in a reeeally sincere way like so cute though he does make me think unhappy thoughts like the day before our anni but everything’s okay the next day though i wish he would stop having negative thoughts it isn’t gonna help our relationship if he suddenly goes emo out of nowhere and doesn’t talk to me and shows me ‘that face’ i hate ‘that face’ anyway he isn’t booking out this week and i’m gonna find things to do woo but still gonna sleep early so when i see him next week im gonna have no pimples hehehe pms came at the wrong time was sucha wreck last week due to zy’s enlistment and pms made it worse turning me into a crybaby thankgod it’s over hahah i’m living normally now not like last week’s crybaby and i’m gonna get a life back haha date me out people this way time passes faster and before i know it it’s the weekends and zy’s ooooout hehehe 8 more day 8 more dayssssssss

BOOKOUT =D

baby’s first bookout!

don’t like walking with him when he’s wearing his uniform

feels like strangers

finally got the comforting hug

he said he missed me (:

spent the night over at his place

went home and made sushi for him

see how xin fu he is

went to the night safari earlier on

halloween horrors

i got frightened just at the start and cried

but it wasn’t that scary after all

abit boring i guess

watched hbo just now

baby’s sleeping

staring at him sleep

booking in tmr ):

confinement 2 weeks ): ):

Protected: you’re the only thing that can make me feel happy and sad at the same time

zombified

he’s enlisted for ns. yesterday. and since last night i’ve been waiting for his call. if you said you’re going to call, then call. i understand that you’re tired. but even if you called and we only talked for like a minute it’s okay. but i shall let it go this time round. haa and i feel empty. i’ve been waiting for a msg from him since morning and then i remember that he’s in ns and can’t be msging me.

shit shit shit. and i’ve had a bad morning too. coming back to work after 2 days off and crap happens. wish you were here.

// post note
he called the next day. haha apparently his phone has some probs so yeah.