didn’t mean it

It’s really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it’s really sad when the best of friends become two strangers.

suddenly i feel that i’ve been neglecting my friends. like .. ever since i’m with zy i practically spent everyday day with him. and you know, before when i was single, i tell people that i won’t make my boyf my everything. i won’t neglect my friends because of him. but now that i think about it, i did what i said i wouldn’t do. and that’s bad. i can’t make him my everything. what if i lose him one day. goodness. but it’s like i want to spend everyday with him. and when he’s not around i wish he were. and i seem to have stopped talking to my friends already. though i do talk to them when i see them online at times. i feel like i’ve got to start reconnecting with my friends. because i know they’ll still be there for me no matter what happens and they’ll never leave me unlike a boyf that might leave me for another girl. not that i think zy will do that. it’s just a girl’s insecurities. i’m sorry to my friends if i’ve seem like such a stranger to you, i didn’t mean to do that. i just feel like i need some time alone now first. and baby, i do love you and i’m not regretting okay. don’t anyhow think.

For you see, each day I love you more.
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

the way i am

zy has been really sweet this week we talked like every night and i love it when he tells me that he misses me and <3s me in a reeeally sincere way like so cute though he does make me think unhappy thoughts like the day before our anni but everything’s okay the next day though i wish he would stop having negative thoughts it isn’t gonna help our relationship if he suddenly goes emo out of nowhere and doesn’t talk to me and shows me ‘that face’ i hate ‘that face’ anyway he isn’t booking out this week and i’m gonna find things to do woo but still gonna sleep early so when i see him next week im gonna have no pimples hehehe pms came at the wrong time was sucha wreck last week due to zy’s enlistment and pms made it worse turning me into a crybaby thankgod it’s over hahah i’m living normally now not like last week’s crybaby and i’m gonna get a life back haha date me out people this way time passes faster and before i know it it’s the weekends and zy’s ooooout hehehe 8 more day 8 more dayssssssss

sianzation

boring day at work
having no mood to do anything
happy 4th month anni baby!
may we last long long <3
got summoned to the ‘office’
nearly cried
forced myself to stop
thankgod i didnt
imma strong girl!
i wont cry for work
*smirks*
10 more days to a hug from him
he makes things better (:

that pig

and he whispers “ying wei wo yao yong yuan he ni zai yi qi”

<3

take a chance

when it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-if’s that they forget what-is. they spend so much time thinking, “what if i get hurt?” & “what if it doesn’t work out?” that they stop thinking about things that are already real. they forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room & the excitment that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from. never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love .. because what if this is the person you’re destined to spend the rest of your life with?

happyness & crappyness

it’s almost the end of 4th week. things are going great(: though i wish he would have a mind of his own and make some decisions instead of always saying anything. damn pek chek at times since ppl who knows me also know that i cant make decisions and that i’ve been saying that i’ll be with someone who can make decisions and he’s like exactly not that =.=

haha went out to the zoo today. sort of like a double date i guess. fun trip since its been a long time since i’ve been to the zoo. tried playing with his cam too. learnt abit abt it haa. i wanna go to the science centre too! haha and picnic + kite flying at marina barrage!

then at home was crap. parents are darn irritating. wash my hair late they wanna say. bathe late they wanna say. den 2+am come home they scold. complain that it’s late. im old enough luh. and it’s not like they don’t know who i’m out with. zzz totally ruined my mood. den just complained abit to my bro he said i’m irritating. like them. so after that i just kept quiet. soemtime i hate them all. i shall not complain to my bro anymore. i shall just keep quiet at home now. anw i’m out most of the time now. when i came home just now i said hi to my bro he totally didn’t hear me like so engrossed in whatever he’s doing on his comp and he still has the cheek to say that he only sees me like 1-2 hours a day den i go to sleep. it’s also partly his fault since he doesn’t really talk to me much anymore. i’d rather be out than home now.

that’s how it is

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before.
Like a switch has been flicked somewhere.
And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

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Ode to Nice Girls v.2

This is a tribute to the nice girls. These are the girls who are safe. The girls whom guys who have girlfriends are allowed to hang out with because they’re not viewed as a threat. These are the girls who dress respectably . . . they don’t go and get “skank clothes” and parade themselves around, catching the attention of every drooling, testosterone-filled boy on earth. These are the girls who are okay with going to chick-fil-a on a date, hanging out, watching a movie, playing a game, or doing some other low-cost, high-fun form of entertainment. Because after all, it’s really about the quality time that they spend with the guy and not the amount of money that is flowing from his pockets in order to please her every whim and desire (or so he thinks) during the date.

This is in honor of the girls who take the time to ask their guy friends “how’s life?” and to listen carefully when the answer is given. The girls who go out of their way to make cookies or cheer up male friends in distress. Yeah, we know “men are from Mars” and “women are from Venus,” but a simple “thank you” is pretty darn universal.

This goes out to the girls who must sit complacently while their guy friends discuss the “hotness” of the girl at the next table over. They watch as these guys date or lust over each and every self-centered, trashy, insecure, flirtatious, and flighty girl they come into contact with.

When asked, most guys say they would like to date a nice girl. However, when faced with such an opportunity, they claim that “I love her . . .like a little sister” or “there are no such things as nice girls. They’re all evil.” These guys continue to complain about how all girls are “manipulative” and “gossipy” and wonder why in the world they all go to the bathroom at the same time.

But, we must confess, there are guys out there who realize the value of their nice friends who are girls. These are the guys who should be praised for their willingness to go with the flow, hang out, and chill. These guys, however, fail to consider these nice girls as anything more than friends or to step up to the plate and consider them for a Saturday night date or the upcoming dance even though they possess all the qualities that guys claim they are looking for. But, a note to the nice girls. Eventually all guys will (or at least should) realize that they don’t want to have a relationship with a girl who wants all of their money and who will only date them until a guy who is better or more enhancing for her social status comes along. So, until those guys realize what is right in front of them, a word of encouragement to the nice girls. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of being treated like a doormat. In all honesty, you are valuable. Clearly, you possess qualities that cause your guy friends to want to hang out with you. The world needs your encouragement, your willingness to take part in spontaneous activities, your ability to continue to enjoy life even though you watch as countless nasty, malicious female sirens blind the nice guys with their alluring ways. For all of the random, frustrating, and seemingly non-sensical things you tolerate, don’t lose hope. Nice guys do exist and will someday realize that nice girls, who are not evil, exist as well. Fear not, your day will come. And perhaps your prince will too.

via jagszone

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shared the tribute to nice girls v.1 on facebook. just take a min to read it. also there’s the tribute to nice guys =)

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