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you know what?
December 13, 2010 by JoAnn
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leave
November 6, 2010 by JoAnn
there’re times when i think that if i leave this place it would be better for everyone.. i feel so useless and seems like i’m wasting everyday doing nothing, wasting the earth’s resources.. i’m the type that lives my life day to day, never thinking of the future, perhaps i do but unrealistically.
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where am i?
November 4, 2010 by JoAnn
i’m totally at a loss of what i’m gonna do in the future.. study or not? what to study? what job to find? i’ve totally no direction to where/what i’m gonna go/do in future.. feels like such a loser. already 22 years old and seems like i’m still a childish girl living my life day by day. friends around me are all starting to/ studying. envy~ ‘cos they know what they wanna study. and most importantly i got no money. and it’s even worse whenever baby asks me about this. and i get unhappy and annoyed/frustrated ‘cos sometimes its like he doesn’t understand my situation. yes, i know he’s concerned.. but for someone whose dad has plans for to study overseas and not much financial difficulties.. well.. i just get so frustrated and sad and lost whenever i think of it.. what am i gonna do if he really goes away for like 3? years.. jsut thinking about it makes me feel like crying.. my best friend comes back and then he has to go. though baby says its not confirmed that he’ll go but i know that eventually that is the road he’ll take ‘cos his dad wants him to.. i know i’m being selfish to think this way and i should be happy for him. i am.. just that most part of me can’t bear for him to leave.. arghhhh! all right.. just need to pour this out.. stop thinking about this and just try to skip this topic as much as possible ‘cos i know that whenever this comes up my mood will change and then we’ll quarrel.. damn it.
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that kind of man
August 11, 2010 by JoAnn
“Every girl needs a man;
the kind that will treat you, as well as others, right;
the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others;
the kind that will change for you to just be with you.The kind that searches for you with his heart,
the kind that can be trusted alone in a room full of many other beautiful ladies,
the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs,
the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover,
the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night;
maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep.The kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy.
The kind that will defend and fight for you,
the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most,
the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering.The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.”
The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures.
The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him,
the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind,
the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday.The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him,
the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget.
The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down,
the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry,
the kind that will go through thick and thin with, and for you,
the kind that just loves you for who you are.That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.”
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THOUGHTS
July 31, 2010 by JoAnn
Anyone can be sweet kind caring and loving when they are pursuing someone, only a true hearted person will be sweet kind caring loving and faithful forever to that someone…
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oh my freaking god!
June 24, 2010 by JoAnn
i’m like shaking now. my body.. feels so nervous, scared. omg. and that boy is not answering my calls. he shud be free at this time but i dunno what he’s doing. i need to talk. oh nonono.. why is my bro not home yet!
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Woosh
February 12, 2010 by JoAnn
I’m busy busy busy! OT recently. Submissions and public holidays shouldn’t be together! I don’t even have time to eat. Rahhh! I predict there’ll be OT next Thursday when I get back to work. So tiring and I don’t have time to use the computer at home. I just come home to bathe and then sleep.
Anyways, CNY is coming! Money money roll in! Everyone HUAT AH!!
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words
February 11, 2010 by JoAnn
Just because I don’t say it as much as you do doesn’t mean that I don’t love you as much as you love me. Just because I don’t say it as much as you hope to hear it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you.
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TGIF!
January 8, 2010 by JoAnn
It’s Friday!! Finally the weekends’ here. This week has been painfully slow man. But at least I’m productive at work and cleared some stuff that I’ve left lying for weeks/months =x
I miss my boy! Wonder if he’ll be back today or tomorrow. On Tuesday and Wednesday night I dreamt that he called me. Then I’ll wake up and check my phone to see if it was really a dream -.- makes me think if this is some kind of sign or what. Can’t be can’t be! Hope his field camp ends smoothly..
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Protected: to you<3
January 4, 2010 by JoAnn
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