happyness & crappyness

it’s almost the end of 4th week. things are going great(: though i wish he would have a mind of his own and make some decisions instead of always saying anything. damn pek chek at times since ppl who knows me also know that i cant make decisions and that i’ve been saying that i’ll be with someone who can make decisions and he’s like exactly not that =.=

haha went out to the zoo today. sort of like a double date i guess. fun trip since its been a long time since i’ve been to the zoo. tried playing with his cam too. learnt abit abt it haa. i wanna go to the science centre too! haha and picnic + kite flying at marina barrage!

then at home was crap. parents are darn irritating. wash my hair late they wanna say. bathe late they wanna say. den 2+am come home they scold. complain that it’s late. im old enough luh. and it’s not like they don’t know who i’m out with. zzz totally ruined my mood. den just complained abit to my bro he said i’m irritating. like them. so after that i just kept quiet. soemtime i hate them all. i shall not complain to my bro anymore. i shall just keep quiet at home now. anw i’m out most of the time now. when i came home just now i said hi to my bro he totally didn’t hear me like so engrossed in whatever he’s doing on his comp and he still has the cheek to say that he only sees me like 1-2 hours a day den i go to sleep. it’s also partly his fault since he doesn’t really talk to me much anymore. i’d rather be out than home now.

fallin’ for you by colbie caillat

I don’t know but
I think I may be fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better

I am tryin’ not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I am tryin’ not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racin’
Emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinkin’ about it
I want you all around me
And I just can’t hide it

I can’t stop thinkin’ about
I want you all around me
And I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I’m fallin’ for you