think family

went to the library to borrow this book called “Why? When Both My Parents Took Their Lives” by Yin. came across this at popular and read a couple of pages. really touching. nearly cried there. lol so i went to borrow it from the library. its a true story about this woman who was really close to her father and one day he committed suicide. basically its about how she survived after his death, coping with her grief and healing.

Protected: fault

perseverance

You can’t go through life quitting everything. If you’re going to achieve anything, you’ve got to stick with something.

~ Family Matters

cindy’s 21st!

just back from cin’s 21st celebration. tired after one whole week working like a cow and staying after knockoff without OT. see how hardworking i am. anyway, was really great meeting some of them again. like so long since i last saw them. hope cin liked her pressies. smacked her hard. and… happy 21st birthday. i can’t think straight right now. just need to sleep. but i can’t resist not using the computer. lol crazy bitch. i just had this weird conversation in my head about my clothes talking to each other =.=

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top that i like to wear: wah lao. she like to put me on and take me off again and again. somemore i drop on the floor already she don’t want to pick me up. wait so long then pick up. shit.

top that i don’t wear anymore: at least she wears you right. she doesn’t even pick me up or spare me a look at all. i’ve been living in this dingy old cupboard (it’s not really old and dingy. it just came up in my head =/ ) for don’t know how long already. can’t she just give me away. at least i have a better chance at being worn. sobs sobs T.T

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i think i’m officially crazy.

ps. oh yes, i’m supposed to buy 4D tomorrow. the numbers that cin picked and 7 of us are sharing to buy it. wish us lotsa luck!